gM's 天地

I finally can remember tat i have a blog, muz thank miss shocky for asking me.
JUst like a lady called me, ask me 5.50 per hour wanna work anot ?
i think she's crazy man. tats too little ! :P

i thought i got internet will be much happier but in fact no leh. haha. strange sia. dunoo la. 10 more days exam le, muz study.=) I helped my sister find her wedding songs, haha, all so love wan. love makes this world greater.

i can online le. cool sia. but pple who i wish to talk to nv online. sad right. nvm. i know i day the chance will come wan. =)

魔羯座 年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。　　　　　　魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．　　　　　朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）　　魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。　　　他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。　　　　　感情（超级白痴）　魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。　　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．

haha. school started. and this is second week. having fun. yup. i like my lecturer. they really very pro and crap. fierce also very scary sia. anw i came up with sumthing.十大最受欢迎女艺人。now got 3 already. S, O ,S. who will be the next 7 ? stay tune. those who understand will understand. dun understand dun ask me k ? cos u dun understand i tell u u also dun understand wan. wahahaha. =)

erm.. finally first day of school. after about 2.5 years of not studying, i can finally touch some books. a lot of students in my course. Got some hot gals. but i believe its their dressing la. becos世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。 i think i have changed. Not distracted anymore. somehow or rather like dun have much feeling also. tml have some orientation thingy, hope can enjoy myself.=)

the cat says 对不起傻丫头so late already still haven slp. really behave like cat. 3.30am le still awake. ye mao zi. Erm.. i dunoo it will affect tat much if i make a decision.. But i juz cant seem to be able to be heartless towards you.. watever the case. get well soon and be happy.

对我而言，感情是要珍惜和爱护的，不是来玩弄的。你这样做会让我讨厌你。无情本来就不应该有感情。猫它自私和自我。不过它心地善良. I dun need you to do anything for me. I just need you to trust me. I wanna do this to make every1 happy. I Hope u will understand 1 day.

erm. today is my last day in work. started off with a very good mood to work. After tat received some msgs so i went online to find jokes. muz cheer tat person up.But cannot find leh. how how ? Erm.. Will i miss my workplace when i leave ? No ! i wont. this is juz me. I wont miss the place, i wont miss the pple. THis is all part n parcel of life, we meet, we part. Nothing to be sad.. No 1 treat me lunch but its alright. got pple treat me chocs and ice cream. haha. grateful to u all.
Last 3 hours still find work for me to do. nvm, i endure u all abit more. Sry, i dun like, i will show, i will say, i will not pretend to like you. pple like you in this world is a pest to the society. Hope 1 day u can find out tat urself. Later gg gym den go tian hui qz. Erm.. after today think i will tk a break from blogging. cos my house the com got problem and no internet. next month den i sign up for internet. Erm.. last 1 hour for me.. no past tense , no future tense for me, only present tense. recalled some past affairs, making me emo. i know i will get over it wan.

想回到过去,试着让故事继续,至少不再让你离我而去.iI am tired. If this story have to end den end it. Its all fate. if i am not ur whoever den so be it, it does not matter to me too cos u dun have the position in my heart also.I builded a wall in my heart and i throwed away the key to the door to my heart. So tat i will nv feel anything again, this time i promise. I wont hold back. I chose truth over happiness, and i wont regret it.

I am tired, very very tired. I can play mind games with you if you wan. And i am sure i wont lose wan. Not becos i ego, but this has always been a fact. We are not reading dan brown book, deception point. If we are so untrue to each other, whats the point ？ Pple say time will heal all wounds but i dun believe. Ever heard of a story in ft ? deres a father and a kid, the kid always like to throw his temper so the father told him, whenever u throw a temper, u nail a nail to a wood. after years and years, this kid finally grew up and the wood is full of nails. He decided to change, so the father tells him, everytime u can control ur temper u take out a nail. After years all the nails has been taken out, and the kid now a man proudly shows his dad. And his dad says, even though all the nails has been taken out, but the wounds will always be dere. Each and every time u hurt ur parents and friends the wound will always be dere fovever. I guess this is a simple story. If i know u are lying, y wont i expose you ? becos deres no pt in doing so. Am i heartless or am i emotional ?

人总是有两面，真实的一面，和虚伪的一面。I am very tired of all these. Juz wanna find a place where i can be alone. 我的心是个落叶的季节。When school reopens, i am gonna bury myself inside all the textbooks.

haha. was looking at the past photos. i realised tat i was very skinny sia. really. now my face abit round liao. i am starting to think is this change due to the cultivation of dao or i eat alot more ? haha.People always lidat wan. when u are skinny, u wan to be fatter, when u are fatter , u want to be skinny. The grass is always greener on the other side. But we need to be contented seriously, be grateful for what heaven has gave us. but i need to exercise more la. haha. to get rid of my belly fats. next next week when my work ends i can swim everyday. haha. cool right ?

phyiscally may change but did i change internally ? i guess pple cant tell, only me myself knows the answer best.

i cant wait to end work. its so boring. And the women in my office is all crazy wan.
hmmm. I am at most a charcoal, at my maximum capabilities, i am only a top graded charcoal. Cannot even go to the exhibition hall. This is sad, but no choice. Life still goes on. I dunoo whether i will change in the future anot but at least i know right now at this moment i wanna cherish the things and pple tat are important to me. =)

Yesterday sumone ask me, 如果你没有明天，你会不会更珍惜今天？你会有遗憾吗? 我想了想，我想我会。有很多该说的话，我没跟你说完。很多该做的事，我没做好。很多该爱的人，我没去爱。很多该珍惜的缘分,我没珍惜。还有太多事会让我遗憾了。=（

Its not tat i dun wan to trust. but i know humans lie but evidence dun. What u are saying is different from what u are thinking.

Every vase has a value, and you are a precious vase in the making.
Believe in yourself, u dun need to see the whole stairs, u juz need to see a step to move. 1 day u will be able to go exhibition hall wan. And when tat time comes, the other vases will envy you.

The 2 swords will always support you wan. =)

是你变了吗， 我的影子笑我的人好傻，是你变了吗 ，我已经跟不上你的步伐，是你变了吗 ，对你的感觉，应该停止吧，已经不明白你的想法，已经不再看见， 你眼中的牵挂。

Its so hard to communicate with you. I dunoo y, i am trying my best but you still dun get what i mean. 我不想失望，也不想死心。一旦我死心，一切就结束了。=（

anw i already prepared for the worst already. so no worries. but i still hope tat it wont happen. Juz some thoughts, a lot of people can share ur joy and happiness with you but how many can share ur sadness and sorrow with you. 相识满天下，知心有几人？So when u find these kind of friend, muz treasure. The japanese green tea without sugar is a good example. =)

一个寂寞就给我承受换你过更好的生活.

如果这样你真的会快乐，那其余的我来承担好了。=）

i like this song-如果我说， 爱我没有如果，错过就过， 你是不是会难过，若如果拿来当借口，那爱是不是有一点弱。如果我说， 爱我没有如果，真的爱我 就放手一搏，还想什么 ，还怕什么，快牵起我的手。

friday i went SIM to pay my school fees, scary sia. got 7000 bucks in my bag. going to be tough year for me. have to save up more.

sat, as usual, went to tuition den went home to slack den night go general class.

sunday went tuition class and afternoon have to go for tuition. 连小朋友都会珍惜我，大人却不会。 i feel touched, really. To all those pple who cherish and treasure me. 我会好好爱护你们。=)


世界上最遥远的距离是我在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。got 墨水right, saw this from news paper.
Those stuff tat i want to say, i said already. really..
These 1 month, a lot of things happened, maybe it all started becos of me. maybe its all my fault. whatever is the case, i need to be more mature to handle all these. =)

沒有表情不代表我不難過。因爲哭着喊狼来了的女孩，我了解了我们的友谊有多深。=)
yesterday i went to gym alone. after tat went eat den i went to arcade. haha. play the football game. spend 2.50 bucks. den i take train go home. saw sumthing interesting. opposite of me got 1 couple quarreling. den i listening to ipod. purposely i off my volume so i can hear what they talking. den the gf scolding the bf y got girls so close to him. this boy handsome sia and cool. but i pity him. cos the girl ignore him. he tired to explain but the gal dun listen. sad sia. den the boy got msg come in. den the girl say " muz be girl again ". Y gals lidat wan ? think too much. den the boy gave up. can tell tat he is very stress. den i was about to alight at bugis station. the boy use the last move. he held her hand, fingers overlapping each others and said " trust me cos i still love you". Den i alighted le. So the moral of the story is, do let the other party know your feelings and you care deeply about them. Dun wait until sumone is hurt before u realise how much u love and care and them. =)